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17 | 洪武已已之秋,予𨽻兵籍都城艮維之姚坊門,廼九月八日,與其儕輸作於公,晨自龍江之次,舁巨木抵門乃歸,則寘擔繂牖下,治蔬食,食畢,仍以日之餘,力銷彘肪乎?缸旋以讀書,比夜漏下二十刻許,罷極而睡,夢一神人赧如其形,歘如其聲,瞋色盛氣,指予謂曰:吾寧女讐也耶?何今日毒我之力也!予矍然問曰:子謂誰為毒也?其神曰:女終日毒我,不識也耶?我托形汝靣,居中嶽下山林間,我口神丹朱也,汝顧諉以不識,非妄甚歟?予沈黙良久,徐謂之曰:子神而尸予口,予其怨,子是毒乎?今子謂予毒,予反而不得也,敢問毒何若口?神曰:若欲言若毒也耶?汝他日固恒毒我而莫甚今日,請為子數之。夫啟明在地,翰音未呼,晨蓐而食,飯糲蔬麄,略弗下咽,子強致吾子之毒,我一也,出側徒旅,傫然就途,或驕而歌,或悲而吁,頥撼莫合息,窒罔紆子之毒,我二也。衆其舉任,子肩非勝,众呼倡子邪?許以譍奄奄,綴息叩叩,聨聲子之毒。我三也。弛擔作肆,我謂稍間號咷以慟於邑而歎奚體之勞?而予之煩子之毒。我四也。往復三舍,繇昕踵昏傴,投圭篳浙,炊是親,復飲食予猶昔所云舍此四毒,庶夜而訴,若之何比暮而猶予勤也?膏膩弗輝,目眵弗舒,擁䣛據几,復書於劬,兀兀矻矻,伊伊吾吾,使吾屬羅於虎賁正輪之徒,舉額額焉,而搖熇熇焉,而歊爍爍焉,而焦吾茍非子讐,何子毒吾之饒耶?吾見托形於他人之面者,食前方丈,已飲羶薌,左絲右竹,已龤宮商代言敷奏,已宣辭章居則潄乳,覲則含香,液津流潤,輔靨生光,此固富貴者為然,然至托於貧賤者,視我猶愈也。彼歌則不哭,勞則不讀,乞匄盃炙,亦饜膏馥,獨我不幸而為子所毒也。予復之曰:子之言予,是乎吾愳真有毒於子也,言茍止是,則子之托形於吾,乃大幸也,而非有毒也。吾語子大:幸設子不幸,託形於便佞之人,截截善諞,營營忒忮,如簧覆邦,危機生厲,則人將惡子而目子為利矣。設子不幸,託形於亂世之人,巻智嚢括,束辯縢緘,下禍之端,上謫之監,則人將戒子而謂子為箝矣,設子又不幸托形於深中之人,鬼蜮幻詐,率狙與狼譎,謀以秘害,乃昭發,則人將冀子之㓕而併軀之馘矣。其或傷於辯而摺羅,千悖於詈而拔正,輪怙於不順而斧虎賁,是皆若辱且不幸者,其毒若此,而子不聞乎?今吾之處子也,食必正茹,必壽哇不義,謝嗟來,是自子而入者無違,而子可無麄糲之辭矣。道法言頌雅,詩禁躁妄,屏支離,是自子而出者,咸宜而子,可無劬書之譏矣。羮味雖不足,猶暮鹽而朝虀。有言雖不信,猶正理而達辭,用能守子如瓶,而善千里之樞機,此數者,皆子之大幸,顧謂予毒子何是非之背馳歟?若夫勞而歌其事,哭而宣其悲呼,以相其力,吁以洩其思,是皆人情之常,吾不虞子之棲棲也。於是口神而心內,顧噤不得語,慙謝而去,予亦遂寤,則趣趣五鼓而自公,召之者在戶矣,亟召墨卿錄其所臆,秉擔與繂,復趨厥役。 |
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